So hello everyone.

WOW 2008 was really bipolar.

it started out. with tears. ended with confusion. and a kiss.... wow....

the heart of it was.. really really bipolar.

the beggining was. terrible. i wasnt really living. i was just a shell that talked. and said what you wanted to hear.

the middle of it was the climax. i woke up.

the middle/end was like a dream. i couldnt have asked for anything more. i had gotten the happiness with the one person i had waited for for a good 2 years.

the end. was .. confusing.. i ..

i'll just leave it at that

and now 2009. is starting out.. pretty shitty. why do my years always start out bad.

and well we always said if we were both happy, the apocalypse would come. and it did.

but. my other half is happy. so atleast half of my life is going alright

plus its track season!!! YAY OW THE PAIN 8D


IN 2008 I:
[ ] stayed single
[x] got kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[x] made out
[ ] made out in a car

[ ] kissed in the snow
[x] kissed in the rain
[x] fell in love
[x] fell in love with a fool
[x] had my heart broken

[x] broke someone else's heart
[x] had a stalker
[x] lost a friend
[x] had a good relationship with someone
[ ] questioned my sexual orientation

[ ] came out of my closet
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[ ] got married
[ ] had a divorce

[ ] kissed someone of the same sex (not on the lips)
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret
[x] lost my true love [...]
[x] lost faith in love for awhile

[ ] kissed under mistletoe
[ ] got a promotion
[ ] got a pay raise
[ ] changed jobs
[ ] lost my job

[ ] quit my job
[ ] dated a co-worker
[ ] dated my boss
[ ] dated my boss's son/daughter
[ ] got fired from my job

[ ] got straight A's
[x] almost got straight A's
[ ] failed a class
[ ] cut class
[x] skipped school

[x] did something I was proud of
[x] proved myself an idiot
[x] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget

[x] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem
[x] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand [now i dont have to]
[x] double dipped
[x] skinny dipped[shut up.]
[x] went to a sleepover
[ ] went to camp
[x] threw a surprise party (was apart of it)
[x] laughed till I cried

[ ] laughed till I peed my pants
[x] flirted shamelessly
[ ] visited a foreign country
[x] visited a foreign state
[x] cooked a disastrous meal

[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[ ] tried to gain weight
[ ] dyed my hair

[ ] came close to losing my life...
[ ] someone close to me died
[ ] went to a wild party
[ ] got arrested
[x] read a great book

[x] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[x] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I want to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new

[x] made new friends
[x] found out who my real friends are
[x] lied to your parents
[x] sneaked out [helped someone ]
[ ] got in trouble with police

[ ] kissed in a pool
[x] kissed under the stars
[ ] did an illegal drug
[x] went to a party
[x] had the time of your life

[x] danced
[ ] fell out of love
[x] had a crush on someone [...if you wanna call it that, sure]
[ ] changed your sexual preference
[x] swam in a pool

[ ] made a snowman
[ ] went snowboarding
[ ] went sledding
[ ] slept in past 2pm
[x] held someone's hand

[x] held someone's hand that you care about
[x] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[x] gone on vacation
[x] gone on vacation with a friend
[ ] driven a car

[ ] played strip poker
[x] danced in the rain
[ ] seen someone get in a car accident
[ ] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe

[x] had an amazing year
[x] missed someone
[ ] got hit by car
[ ] sent someone to the hospital
[x] got a new pet
[x] enjoyed this year overall

wish.. it would have carried on into this year a little longer.

track.

i have no life now T_T